GHOST
CHILD----TO TRIUMPH
Courage
and Hope
His
Delight
The
Inquisition
My
Guardian Angel
Trauma
Casting
the Stones
Courage
and Peace
God
Never Fails
Leaving
me for Dead
GHOST CHILD----TO TRIUMPH
I'VE
MOURNED THE-----CHILD----THAT NEVER----WAS
THE REASON I'VE HELPED---- IS FOR ----A CAUSE
ONCE CALLED---- FAIRY- HILD ------>TIS TRUE
EVERYTHING NOW----- BECOMING------NEW
UNKNOWN----UNHEARD---- BY ANYONE
THE LONG, LONG----SEARCH
(FOR) A PLACE-----IN THE SUN
SOME OF THAT CHILD----REMAINS TODAY
SHE NOW SPEAKS UP----IN BIG, BIG WAY
SHE'S LEARNED THAT NOW----IT'S TIME TO FLY
UPON A PRECIPICE---- WAY UP-----HIGH
BUTTERFLY---WITH WINGS---OF ---GOLD
SHIMMERING IN SUNLIGHT----NOW OUT---OF THE--- COLD
WHAT HAPPENS TO HER NOW-----IS UP TO----ME
SHE'S DONE HER WORK----- AND NOW----SHE'S-------------FREE
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Courage and Hope
I've
finally-----become----the woman---I've wanted----to be
With
hope------ Courage----love and ---bravery
I've
tried making a difference-----in others' lives
Tried
to be---honest----with no------alibies
Some
people------trying to discredit me
They
----do not like-----my---- honesty
It
matters------NOT
There's a tremendous------price
At which-----it was-----------bought
All the detractors----cannot stop----- me
From
speaking------about---------reality
A lifetime without---- taking chances-----is not worth----
Living--------I'll
never----slow down
---Never stop giving---
To---who---and
wherever----I can
My story---and voice--------they cannot----ban
(New
Hampshire's motto_
LIVE FREE, OR DIE
-----Resonates
with me------while waiting---to fly
I'm
(eternally) grateful to Ross-----and----- Captain Sam
Those
heroes------forever part-----of who I can be ---------
Who I-------------------- am
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His Delight
I
never thought I would be----a woman scorned
Or perhaps, at times------a woman to be mourned
God
gave me gifts----exquisite----and pure
heart that is tender----a temperament to endure
(He
said): Sing, dance----and write
You'll be my----delight
(I'll
give to her----all and this is a gift)
a soul that can heal------ a smile----that can----lift
She
was wounded (like me)----to be a healer now
How is it you missed that----all of you----somehow
I
didn't create her for you to abuse
to add to her misery attack and accuse
I
am the only father ever she had
She is my child of that I am glad
You
couldn't destroy her
because nothing could
She never gave up like some people would
Someday
in heaven before me you'll stand
Why is it that no one----even offered---- their hand
I'll
love her and cherish her----like you never would
I'll love her and cherish her----like you never----could
You
were ready to punish her-----without one word
Her story was there----just waiting to be heard
So
now should I judge you
The
way you judged her----let's concur
Your
judgement shall be You now listen to her
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The Inquisition
Man's
inhumanity----to man
They can do it like nobody can
(If
alive) **Torquemada would have been proud
He would have said----forget ballots------
just shout it----out loud!
She's
guilty as sin
Don't let her back in
He'd
be dripping with evil just like you were
He'd be pointing a finger----away----with her!
Flog
her with whips----and stone her with stones
I can feel life returning to my skeletal----bones
If
only I could have been there
To snicker----and stare
The
vote would have been one hundred and one
I could have said---------well, I guess we've won
My
(frigid) lips I could lick
Oh, wait----that was too quick
I
have it an iron maiden would work
Dancing with glee while around you I lurked
So
carry on there's new victims I know
The line is so long------seeds of evil to sow
**First
grand inquisitor to Spain (1483) Papal Representative The Hammer
of Heretics,the light of Spain -8,000 deaths by fire, over 9,000
deaths in other ways...................
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My
Guardian Angel
Jesus
said to my guardian angel----that night
I will return before morning's light
Go
be with her----for I must be with----
someone ----that's dying----
Why
didn't He know
It
was
Me............................
A Brush of the Angel's Wing
While
asleep in my bed----I felt a gentle breeze
In my mind thinking what was that----please?
I
heard a soft voice----gently saying
It's your angel----and I heard you----praying
That
breeze-----was a brush of my angel wing
Telling you that God wants you to-----sing
He
gave you the gifts-----of singing and dance
and very soon you will have the chance
I
gave her those talents----they're not to be wasted
She's to use them-----to heal----all the pain that she's tasted
Someday----her
wings will unfold
As each time her story----is told
I
hover nearby
and hear your cry
Someday----and
someday----real soon
You will take to the sky
And fly near-----the moon
Your
wings will be----glittering-----they'll be shiny and new
You'll do all of the things ----you ever-------needed (wanted)
....to do.
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Trauma
You
were----so willing
To start----the killing
Keep
the sabbath day holy----He said
Then you went home----and went to----bed
No
selling or buying on MY day
YOU sold her (out) she had to pay
You
added abuse to a lifetime of trauma and pain
No one EVER spoke-----or called-----again
She
is------precious----in my sight
You used darkness where there should have been light
Only
a week----what was your hurry!?
You took His place------judge----and jury
Blessed are they-----who mourn
I knew her----before----she was born
Blessed are they----who hunger----and thirst
You put her last----I'll put her----first
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Casting the Stones
If
your child----asks you----for bread
Do you give him a stone-----instead!?
That's
what you-----did
throwing those stones-----at her head
For
I have streams of living water
Deep----and refreshing-----for which I bought her
Nothing
can live----on sterile ground (as in minds)
EVERYTHING lives-----when I'M-----around
Birds that sing----so melodious-----a song
reated for beauty----to me-----they belong
Lillies
of the field----perfumed----and bowing
All of my creation-----magnificently----allowing
My
glory----to shine
Because of my----
Universe------divine
I
see (even)----the sparrow.....when he falls----to the ground
You tried to drop her-----but on me her voice called----and I
know that sound
I
sat next to her----all invisible----to you
That church was an office-----you had business to do
I
had my arm----around her-----though invisible to you
She sat with quiet dignity (thanks to Me)----all invisible to
you
You
gave her a stone-----though----she asked----for bread
All invisible to you------by my spirit----she's------led
You
gave her up------but by me------------
She is----fed
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Courage and Peace
Your
Holy spirit stood-----in my place------
Giving me such courage-----peace-----ineffable----grace
While
having to be there-------their **calumny to face
The memory of betrayal-----so hard-----to erase
His
eye is on the sparrow
Their lives----and minds-----so narrow
...................and
I know-----He was-----watching----me
To be the best-----of Hymn***-----that I could----be
Like
a mother gathers her chicks----before----a storm breaks
How You----gathered me--------------under your wing while my heart
ached
He
sees----every time----a sparrow----does fall---------------
I
didn't fall, just slipped----out of the nest
and waited for Him----to do----what he always----does best
His
spirit spoke to me they shall not bruise your heal----
nor your head at all----for I want you not to fall------or ----feel
The
10,000 cruelties and tempest-----that surround thee
Right by your side-----I always will be-------and you will be
free
To
comfort----and defend
For
I am your God
I will hold you----until----you can mend
**Calumny: Act of uttering false charges of misrepresentation
maliciously calculated to damage another's reputation!!
***Hymn----intentional
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God Never Fails
I
am your God-----I cannot-----fail
Like Paul they put----you-----in a jail
They
drew lots-----for my coat-----away back----then
You gambled with a life-----not knowing------when
-----------or
how-------------that life----would survive
-----or EVEN if-----she would stay alive
My
robe was seamless--------and I covered her----with it
My justice-----is seamless------One day it will fit
--------------HER----a
white robe----to bear
-----and on her head----she will----wear
crown----and blue-white diamonds-----in her hair
To show you-----how much-----I DID CARE
She'll
keep HER crown----and sit by----my seat
Now I'm inspired
and you'll----be required
To
take your crown off-----and cast it----at my----feet
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Leaving
me for Dead
long time ago----one of them----said
We'll pray for you-----(but unlike the Good Samaritan)
Walked away----and left me----for dead
Faith----without
works----is dead
It mattered not--------what you said
You
left me----lying there
In total----despair
So much to do-----no time----to care
I
guess unless you've suffered it means nothing to you
On to other things-----so much ----to do
Like
Jesus a wounded healer----I have been
Nobody knows----the where----or the----when
The
journey I've taken
Feeling forgotten----feeling forsaken
But HE did----and HE does
and HE-----ever----loves
Those
broken and forgotten----by men
But HE lived----and LIVES AGAIN
He
came to his own----and they knew him----not
It seems that----you-----all forgot
Unless
you've been----yourself unable to save
you laid me in the tomb----in the deep dark grave
One
day I'll arise
and----take to the skies
HE's
take me aside
I'll----be His bride
He'll
whisper----so soft and low
I'M sorry----they made you go
Look
upon my face (so filled with grace)
You are now----home-----and this
----Is YOUR place
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